Saturday, October 30, 2010

Hello readers~

so right now i'm at the living room and it's cold. damn cold.the air is freezing outside and here is me, wearing the sweater dreaming of the same situation overseas haha~!

so today, me and my housemate, Tiah went to Crystal Crown hotel at pj to attend a survey event. nothing much though.we were ask to listen to 750 songs and in the mean time we need to choose our interest on each song.

lucky me, most of the songs are my favorite so it's not boring much like other people :P


Tiah~

we got back around 2pm++ and tiah was so tired that she dozed off after we had our lunch~

but me,,, i have mission to do! tomorrow's gonna be Farah's bday and I need to prepare her present! but i cant tell ya what it is~ but here are some pics of the present!





the upper part where I made the flower myself~~(^^)/
hopefully I can meet farah on monday~*praying*

And..the next thing is..2 or 3 days ago, I registered to be a volunteer at SPCA selangor and today, I received their feedback:

"Hi ily,

If you would like to Volunteer at our Shelter, Volunteer work starts at 9am to 4pm everyday, you may stay as long as you wish as it is up to you how many hours you would like to spend with the animals; either weekday or weekend is absolutely fine. Please do notify us of your visit a few days earlier before you plan to come so we can arrange for a senior staff to guide you if this is your first time Volunteering with us.

.....

and then...

There are many volunteer duties - many are based in the shelter inside the animal homes. These include the morning sessions of kennel cleaning, kennel guides (assisting the public when choosing an animal), socializing (getting to know the animals' personalities and getting them used to human contact) and general housekeeping duties.

Do come in comfortable clothes and rubber sole shoes as floors can get slippery after a good wash. You may bring a spare set of clean clothes to change. Face mask and gloves are optional.

......"

I've been wanting to be SPCA volunteer since my first year but since I stayed in college, Ive been busy with the college activities, sports etc that i couldnt have my own time and do what i want.

But this year, I'm so grateful that I stay outside college~haha
I have my own wishlist of things that I wanna do before I die and I'm still trying to fulfill each one of it.

(^^)Well I'm really glad they responded my email~I thought the website is dead. so now, i need to choose my day and probably going alone because I dont think any of my friends would want to go there during this exam month.

it's not that I already finish my revision but I just need to hug a big fat cat right now~~

owhh before I forget, here are some pics on my last day at astronomy lab~not last day actually because we will be called if our supervisors want to do observation but..... hell! goodbye lab for now!


~sofwah~

~fatin~

nad


and LIM!! nice guy~he recently claimed that he is bisexual...that ...is...interesting!

okey okey signing off and about tomorrow...dont know yet if I want to go to sg wang..
I'll update later~
p/s; this is the longest post I think~ :3

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Hello world!!
nothing much today. but i came across this text from the internet.thought wanna share with all of you~but I add a little bit

" I WISH I can see my own death, my own funeral, everyone I know after I die. I want to see who’s crying, who’s laughing.
I want to see who’s real, who’s fake. Who’s pretending.
I want to finally see everything I’ve been missing.
But most of all, I want to see who cares..."

isn't it sweet and sarcastic at the same time??

well I really really wanna go to Shoutawards 2010 *I really really want!* but they didn't give the info on how to get the tickets. I looked at the ad, they will be giving away their tickets during their roadshows.. and on this Sunday there will be a roadshow at Sg Wang at 530pm till 645pm.

thinking of going to get the tickets..but everyone seems busy this weekend.
i know i told you that no more hanging out hehe but I really want the tickets~~

hrmmm what to do??...(>.<) usually fatin will accompany me but this weekend she will be in busy-hell mode~

ok *still thinking*

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Hello, Good morning beautiful~

So, today I went to atmospheric class for the last time and that is the last class for this semester. and me and Dr Bijan had this conversation about exam..

He said my viva marks is low and I need to cover my ass up for the final exam *my direct translation.he didn't say the word "ass" actually~haha*

and he wants me to note down every lecture because he noticed that I missed class couple of times *WHy only me???? there are some people skipping class toooo*

and then, he said to never leaves any blank question and I should make him happy by getting a good marks for final exam.

how's that huh??

so, no more hanging out, im'ma need to focus but i'll blog from time to time~

so fellas~see ya soon!

Monday, October 25, 2010

time check : 6:42pm
venue: main library, um

ok i couldn't believe myself but i am actually at the main library~yes fellas!finally i step in the library!!!hahaha okey enuf saying

so as I mentioned before *did I??*, lots happened recently..the sad and good things.
just now accidently saw kalap and his gf riding the scoot..so i guess he is okay.
and i'm not giving him any cigar anymore..*i hope so*

sooo, last saturday [22/10/2010], me and fatin went to Homegrown space at wisma bentley. The Riddle 24 is playing for an audition for "kawanku bintang coca-cola". for those of you who didnt know about Riddle 24, it is a group of hard-headed teenagers, playing music in order to be famous hahaha

it was tough to actually force them to enter the audition. there were lots of problems and the situation was tense. they were not confident at all, but they did great eventhough they had 1 hour of practise. I met lots of cool people..hehe watching the back scene of famous broadcasting television managing the event was kinda cool.

Well, after the performance, they are eager to perform more.that's what my intention at the first place. see, you never knew what you can do until you try. I hope they get to enter the next stage~*praying*

so, recently *more recently word!* i read about Planet Radio talk 2010 on the paper and I;m kinda interested. I searched about them on facebook and finally found their page. so in order to participate in the talk, i have to send an email and I did. then today at 6pm i think, I received a confirmation & invitation email!!can you believe thatt????i was like OMG!i'm actually got the seat!! feels like to good to be trueee aitee?? cuz i think i sent my email quite late and there are lots of comments on the page saying they already got the invitation and i was like gimme a chance!ALHAMDULILLAH!!



ebal with his number
below are the pics of audition~




okay~peace out~

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Gloomy day.

SMS received: 12:42pm
"kwn2, mak kalap dh tenat..."-zu

SMS received: 01:11pm
"Salam...kpd rakan2...utk makluman..seorg rkan kta bru sj kehilangan ibunya..kte doakn semoga roh ibunya d cucuri rahmat& dletakkn dgn golongan2 yg b'iman...al-Fatihah" -ikhwan

kalap's mom passed away..she lost her battle.. :'(
Got the news, went to rawang by KTM and kalap fetched us..
so many people came...

he cried when he gave the last respect--can't watch
I was picturing myself in his situation and I can't hold my tears when it comes to mama..i was picturing myself living my day without mama's voice..without mama's touch..

:'( Eventhough she lost her battle, she sure won the love.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

10:24 pm

Hello Fellas~~
it's 10:24 pm and yeah finally the chance to update my dusty blog.
lots happened ok let me start with sukmum. as predicted, we lost 2 games. against 2nd college and 6th college. i fumbled, striked-out, and made some stupid mistakes I knew i shouldn't. it's kind of frustrating because the coaches knew how long I've been in this game and when it comes to real competition, I screwed up. yeah I screwed up big time.

and then, today I hang out with fatin, ebal and linda. had our breakfast at McD, catch a movie and had lunch at Popeye's Kitchen.

[totally tired].I mean it.

so, tomorrow I only have 1 class at 830am.thinking of not going because the attendance will not be counted anymore but...haishhh I don't know what I'm thinking right now.

k i'm starting to let my emotions controls me..
Ya Allah, give me patience and strength.
I knew I neglected you so much and only find you when I'm down.
i'm signing off
hoping for a better tomorrow


I wanna see the world

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Time check: 11:02pm

Hello readers~~awww my legs are aching~~too much walking, and less rest I would say :(

so today, me, fatin, farah, nabil, sof, yam, zu, and farha went to Ampang Puteri Hospital to visit Khalap's mom.

His mom is in critical condition due to brain tumor...and his dad had an heart operation recently..
..i hate hospitals..the surrounding, the smells of medicines, the color..i hate all of it..
it's a one place i wouldnt want to be..
but seeing kalap taking care of his mother..i was speechless..

when I hold his mom's hand, and she responded, i was scared..i cant take it..
i had to let go..it's so sad..
i prayed that Allah gives a good health to his mom.
man, kalap is tough.
I was impressed..
I don't know how or what to cheer him up..so instead telling him to be strong, I gave him a packet of cigar..
i know he is a hard-core smoker, and that is his way to release tension.
so you can call me a bad-ass friend. i accept it.
when i gave him, i said something like " I dont know if what I'm doing is right, but this is for you" *while handling him the dunhill..* and he was like " thank you!"
......
*dont know what to say*

Monday, October 11, 2010

Jessie Cornish-Who You Are

"I stare at my reflection in the mirror.
Why am I doing this to myself.
Losing my mind on a tiny error.
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
To lose it all in the blur of the start.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing.
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising.
Just be true to who you are.
"

You don't have to be the perfect friend, to satisfy others.
You don't have to be perfect, to fit among the others.

10.10.10 I'll remember till infinity~

10.10.10 was the effing effing awesome day for this month~~woohoooo!!
ok I'm gonna tell you what happened coz I'm to tired to blog yesterday *wink wink*

so around 10 am 1st I went to KL sentral by LRT. supposed to meet a friend but she got sick. so I took a bus-U80 to UiTM shah Alam. I arrived early and Fana haven't arrived yet, so I took a round inside UiTM HELL IT WAS FUN!!

then I met shaq~havent seen her for the last 5 years woohoo shaq dah putihh seyhhh


but shaq have to go somewhere, so she left when Fana arrived.hrmm so sad..sekejap je..sob sob sob..

then Fana arrived!!yeay yeay yeay!!y "Lesbian" partner muahahahhahah


so 1st thing!OMG!!let's eat ABC Freddooooo!!I'm craving for this one since agess!!!



tasty!tasty!! I waited for so long to eat this!OMG!alhamdulillah..there is a sad story behind this ABC but I don't want to elaborate that..It will make me sad and it just wasting my time.

Fana pics.I told her I want ABC Freddo so bad and she made my wish comes true!it reminds me that, if we didn't get what we want at the first place, maybe Allah have prepare something better for us.that's true! I'm glad I spent my sweet memories with you, Fana. eventhought we both not the "tudung labuh" type, crazy ladies,but we sure know how to keep our promises!! I love you so much~~

then I zaapppppp to Sunway pyramid to meet Farda!havent meet her for the last 5 years too~~and to my surprise, there was a Showdown Street Fest outside Sunway!! the giller Battle Crew was there, Soul Crazy and many morreee~

the bboys are battling and it was aweesomeee!
managed to take pics with GIller battle Crew and Soul Crazy!



and Farda Farda Farda! 1 hour is not enough~~I miss you alreadyy~~sob sob sob
Too bad we didn't watch the concert that night (featuring Joe Flizzzow, Mizz Nina, altimet, etc..) malu nk jerit sorg-sorg muahahahahah plus, gotta catch the bus!






I miss you alreadyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Cooking and softball-ing!

Wohooo~~wokey wokeyhhhh today i cooked "ikan keli masak sambal"!!
it wassssss effffinggggg aweeesommmmeeeeeeeee~~
lemmmeeeeeeee teach ya how *muahahahhahahaha*


1st, basuh ikan keli wokeyh and you'll find out these type of fish got this what you call that "lendir"



to overcome this problem, buat air asam jawa and rendam ikan selama 30 minutes



then, gaul ikan dgn kunyit, salt and cili boh aite aite


then goreng ikan yum yum~sampai garinggg



tumis bawang merah, bawang putih samapai naik bau~~~
then masukkan cili boh and kasik masak itu cili la deyyy
then masukkan cili padi, tomato and sedikit air asam jawaaaa


thennn--------WALLA!!!! okey the pic is quite blurrr but it was deliciousss*masuk bakul nieh*hahhaah

then this morning we had our friendly match with 1st college~
okey okey i pitched for the 1st time after 3 YEARS and I fvcked up...i know haha

with coach~~

the girlss~~


Me haha


me again muahahhahahaha~~

okey signing offf~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Friday, October 8, 2010

Friday, I'm in love!!

so yesterday, me and fatin planned to go to Pasar Seni to buy her rapid pass card. we arrived at pasar seni LRT station about 11am but it turns out that the card costs rm100 [for LRT, busses and monorail]...and we did not buy it since the card is for 30 days only and..we sometimes ride the UM bus..so the card is unnecessary. *[-_-] so expensive even for students*

so she was like "skng nak wat per????"
and I was like " jom ar jln2 aku tak round lagi tempat nii"
and we were like "jom ar bukannya selalu nk jln tempat2 mcm niehhh"

I've been there actually but i forgot the streets~KL streets are are one hell!haha so we walked into freaky-small streets and we saw there is one guy selling fake passports *HAHAHA* people gushing in and out, we went to Petaling Street *lots of tourists*

there is one time we are looking for the fake dvds and fatin saw a box full of x-rated movies ngahahahahhaha damnnn we shouldn't enter the shop at the 1st place haha

we walked, and walked without directions! man I love this feeling.it's like you exploring with no map, no guide at all~let's do it again aite!!
so here are some pics I wanna share~







the grafitties along ____ river..i don't remember the name..the grafitties are awesome!







lunch at McDonalds.it was small, cozy and really really warm.


otw home,,,,i wanna do it againnnnn~~~~~~~~~~~

wohooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OFFICIALLY UNEMPLOYED FOR TWO MONTHSSS WOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
brb

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Check mic 1,2,3-----------------------

so my chapter 1..so far I already did 7 pages..phew I know it sounds like sooooo siket la deyyy??? but it compacted, mixed with full information, blended with serious research details haha
[NO] need so many pages if half of it is -------------->>[CRAPS]~
SUKMUM gonna be held on 16th October 2010..
this Saturday probably got friendly match with 2nd College-
(-_-) I know we are not ready
we ain't got much time to train. I don't know why UM wants SUKMUM to be held on 1st semester..usually SUKMUM is on 2nd semester..sucks though.
I really want placing this year since it will be my final year..but I know it's impossible..but,,,, I will enjoy every bit of it~ (^^)/
coach said that "softball is life. You'll get better through experience"

I never dedicated so much time,effort to anything else like I did for softball...nevertheless, I'll push as far as I can~

It rains and it was fun!


running from cafe~~








and the above pic is pak joko.fatin and nabils' super supervisor...sleeping..in the lab haha

Monday, October 4, 2010

Typical Malays

Friends~or typical malays,

jgn dengki bila kawan lain rajin siket
jgn dengki bila kawan lain buat thesis awal
jgn dengki bila kawan lain buat research siket
jgn dengki bila kawan lain maju sedikit.

knp? nak harok-pikuk kan mereka?knp??

Hectic~

Time check: 12:06 noon.

okey I already sent my letter about what should i call that..hrm.."permohonan cuti selama 2 bulan utk menghadapi peperiksaan akhir semesta" ngagaggagagagagagaga

so I will be unemployed for 2 months starting 8/10/10 till 8/12/10
okey done that.

so tonight i got softball training and i need to finish 20 pages of chapter 1 for my thesis by this thursday.so far i just did 1 page.
i dont know if i can make it in time. but hell~i will talk to abg hafiz if i cant finish.

and i got class oat 2pm today till 330pm.then maybe i'll go somewhere to continue my thesis. then 8pm will go to 7th college for training.hectic!

but I love my life! hahaha

chowwwwwwwww

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Medium length post

life was....hrm....kinda of bezeyh..
i wish i have more than 24 hours per day.
softball training, work, study, thesis.
i can't grab 'em all.
sukmum is just around the corner and i need to practise.
work doesn't help either.
me sucks st electromagnetis.
i always sleep during atmospheric class.
need to pass up chapter 1 of my thesis.
.....
......
.......
thinking of taking a long long long break from work.
maybe for 3 months??
who knows??
[NEED] to write a letter to manager [ASAP]!
man..what wuz i thinking..
i need to let go one of them.
I can't handle them all..
tomorrow, training is at 8am until noon.work from 1pm until 11pm..can u imagine that??
when should i do my thesis????
..............[-_-]...............tired mode~
i need to hug a cat.big fluffy one.
i wanna be a crazy cat lady hahahahaha!
okey me talking crap again.
okay buddies, signing off~

Friday, October 1, 2010

short note [2] on water rocket competition





okeyh okey i CANNOT upload all the photos because Blogger sucks big time at uploading photos~ so see ya~