Monday, October 31, 2011

Hello peeps~ well lately banyak visitor from foreign land eh tah dier paham ke tak apa yg wa tulis nieh. okeyh last saturday ada training softball and now shoulder ada sakit siket maybe muscle terkejut kot coz suddenly training after few years.


Coach tgh train throwing

Bdk2 1st yr tgh belajar batting

Glove dah tak berapa elok. actually glove abangngah tapi dah merangkap harta wa.dier punya surface dah licin. dah lama dah dari tahun 2004. Nak beli baru ke? nampak coach nyer mizuno macam hebat tp brand Nagase ni ok gak. Benang dier tak penah cabut. Tapi berat siket. Junior pun tak nk pakai sbb berat. tp dier lah partner sehidup semati dari 1st yr. sayang la plak.

okeyh selasa mlm ada training lagik.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Friday, October 21, 2011

Dear Izzati,
I am sorry.

Dear Farah,
Even if you dont have a car, we will still have lunch together. Please dont think that we want you to follow us because you have a car. it's not fking true.

Dear world,
I dont have a life.

Friday, October 14, 2011


Today, for the first time in my life, a lecturer insulted me. And he also insulted my supervisors.

Little did I knew he will use rough words to me. And it hurts when he is one of the lecturers that I respect the most.

Thank you for making me feel like a worthless piece of shit.

Thank you. I will never see you in the same way again.

But, you will see this shitty face more and more. I'll be around and I'll be fcking strong. You'll see.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

meeting td agak..hrmmm..whatever happens ily, look at the bright side.
she's just a bug. dont let her ruin your process.
that is her way of doing things.
Okeyh sekarang pukul 9:09 am and today ada "meeting + presentation". wth is presentation? I dun prepare anything. DOn't you ever effing ask me to present anything. I dun like this. I have bad feeling about this. I wanna skip this meeting. should I? No coz dr will look at me fiercely. damn. what should i do? stomach ache? damn tak baik tak baik. jangan jangan. but hell no. i'm not going to present anything. hell noooo. dont effing happen.

hell no.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Graduation Day

Yes, the day has come. For me to officially graduate from degree life. I only planned what shoes will I wear. other than that doesn't matter :D
Hope this is the beginning of something great. I will miss the lectures, the notes, copying during tests and quizzes, and everything.

Thank you Allah for the rezeki, the friends, the memories, the ups and downs. I learned a lot, and I am still learning.
Alhamdulillah Allah, I finally completed my degree. Hopefully after this, I will complete my Masters.

Whatever happens, ya Allah, I'm sure You planned it so that I can be stronger.
Life would be much tougher after this, but I'll get stronger.
Thank you Allah. Thank you so much.












Thursday, October 6, 2011

monolog diri

hey hey hey baiklah hari ini kita akan ckp mengenai anjing or dogs. knp sbb I like dogs~honestly, I like dogs. Especially alaskan dogs.

Alaskan dogs.
They are so cute and fluffy and cute and fluffy. Wish I can touch and pet them. I've met pitbull before (at spca). they were okay but the fact that they are quite short buat wa rasa dier nk gigit kaki wa.

this is pitbull.
and I've pet a poodle before at vet's clinic.
this is a poodle.

everytime i see dogs mcm nk pet diaorg sgt2 but I've learnt my lesson...Here meleis akan pandang serong kalau buat mcm tu. I remembered when I uploaded one of my pics with dogs on facebook..ramai orang hentam. why they can't get their mind the fact that dogs are only 'najis' bukan dosa besar?...meleis meleis meleis

i want to pet gold retriever..they are so cute!

gold retreiver.

And german shepherd is cute too!

this is german shepherd~

Teringat Pak Joko ckp "di indonesia, gmbr2 anjing ini perkara biasa sbb kami ni agak sekular. tp di malaysia, kamu agak tertutup"

Kay I got that. :D lesson learnt.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

semalam pergi derma darah tp kali ini darah cepat keluar siket tp masih kalah kalau berlumba derma darah dgn fatin krn darah fatin kuar mmg sgt laju :(

I don't know what you think but I take my blood bank book as a really really sacred thing to me.
akan jaga buku ini smp sebila-bila boleh? *ada ke perkataan sebila-bila?*

and finally! samples nampak mcm samples! alright nmpk mcm film! and i've been thinking... You see I hate chemistry. I failed chemisty during matriculation yr and I dunno how I passed the exams. But if this is the path, then Allah must have something for me at the end. Mesti ada hikmah`

And! nora also get the same offer from NZ! woohoo! nora, ko pergi aku pergi beb! ish ish tak leh kena solat istikharah dulu kay pikir masak2 dulu..life is a gamble? bullshit. don't treat life as a game.

and well well, yo stranger, you have a cute smile. kthx bai

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Lemme write this while I still remember:

" I suggest you to finish your masters here, publish a couple of good papers and then go when you want to do you phd"

"It depends on your driving force. If you want to pass, you can pass it. But if you fail, you come home home empty handed.So think about it"

-Prof Sithi.

New zealand is very beautiful...







Softball, softball and softball

Morning morning morning earth-lings! \(^^)/
Things I miss so much about softball:
  • Throwing
  • pitching
  • Batting
  • Catching
  • Coach's yelling
  • Field
  • My love-glove
  • Grass
  • The tension
  • Jogging
  • Pumping
  • Warming up
  • Cooling down
  • "ILY! FOKUS! ABANG SHAH TAK NAK TGK MUKA KO BLUR KAT PADANG!"
God I miss softball so effing much!

This is when UM team meet Japan team. we were supposed to have friendly match with them but they have to practice for the competition. *sila tgk muka wa yg terbakar sunburn hahahha*

masa ni masa representing 7th college~

In UUM



At batting cage..

God I wanna softballing again.

Soon *praying*