One of the way to gather all relatives in short notice: Funerals

After years of playing softball, i think softball is a mental game. I get nervous easily especially when I can't see the ball that the pitcher pitch. at that time i was like screw this Imma get strike out.

then when when during infield the pressure is too damn high. you gotta be alert on the ball and simultaneously react to where the ball is going. i hate it when it's time for me to bat, the pitcher makes me wait till i got real nervous then she pitch! and when it times to trick the batter, the pitcher can trick by pitching ball, strike, ball, strike. then when it is 2 strike and 2 ball, in your mind, damn damn only one strike left damn if i dont get this i'm out! this is the mental thing

sorry for the previous post where i only upload the pictures..too damn tired. muscle shocked tiba2 training now sakitttt

training was fun! yes indeed! before this it was pressure, training training and training..but coach changed...yes he actually more relax than ever..

and this morning dr janet called me asked about my progression...*feeling terharu* and then i msg-ed to dr vijay saying i'm going to uitm tomorrow for the mechanical strength. and he wish me all the best and good luck for the result..thank you Allah, i'm surrounded by really really nice people..thank you, Allah

Softball jyeah!

my new baby!

Cha(dum) cha cha(ta)cha(ta) cha(dum) cha ta-ta-ta-ta (roll) tsss(dum)

hat (bass) hat hat (snare) hat (snare) hat (snare) hat (roll) crash (bass)
ta-ta ta ta | ta=ta=ta=ta ta ta=ta=ta=ta ta| ta ta-ta=ta ta ta | ta ta=ta-tata ta-ta=ta|

ta ta ta ta-ta | ta ta-ta ta ta=ta=ta=ta | ta-ta-ta-ta ta ta | ta(0) ta-ta ta|

ta-ta-ta-ta | ta-ta ta ta-ta ta | ta(0) ta-ta ta | ta-ta ta-ta ta-ta ta-ta |

I dont know what I want in my life right now. How sad. Right now I am still thinking if I made the right decision.

Little girl...

A deep breath of unsolving mystery,

Crashed upon childhood memory,

“Oh it’s too painful to remember”,

“Oh it’s too awful to speak”.....

Little girl,

A lifeless body with solid emptiness,

A cosmic darkness of depression.

Little girl...

Your journey might not starts well,

But you can choose on how it ends.

tgh jemur kasut basah...kasut belah kiri tuh yg light pink tuh dah koyak..kalau hujan air masuk..

sayang sangat walaupun kasut bundle. rasanya pakai dlm setahun gak..thank you kasut, even sekejap dah banyak berbakti melindungi kaki. Thank you.

Kasut yg belah kanan jyeah still standing. dari 2nd ke 3rd year..tak ingat..beli ngan along kt nike alamanda. dah lama betul la orang ckp kalau qualiti bagus mmg tahan lama. tapi tak reti nak basuh dia sbb kalau basuh kaler die merah pekat dier turun.

thank you kasut sbb berjasa gak.

Walaupun letaknya di kaki, tp sangat berjasa. Terima kasih.