I know I am the most selfish person to say this, but at this moment, for my birthday, I would really want these as my resolutions::::

[1] I want to talk to my sister normally, like the old days.
[2] I want to treat my younger sister nicely, I will control my patience.
[3] I know Dad thinks I'm a spoiled child, but I promise I will take care of you.
[4] Since the beginning, Mom let me chase my dreams, choose whatever course I like, and constantly support my education. Mom, I promise to take care of you too.

I don't know weather I should continue in Astronomy or not. Another Professor offered me a place in Material Science Lab for Masters. If I chosed Mat Sc, then New Zealand is no more. I don't know weather I should trust my heart or not. Both are equally good. But the fact::astronomy in Malaysia is not expanding. Reality:::Astronomy is not applicable in Malaysia.

But I don't regret doing my thesis in Astronomy Lab. I now, gained the experience. But I know, moving into Mat Sc, I will miss Astro. It's funny because I scored A for Mat Sc subject and scored B+ for Astonomy subject.

Is this some kind of signs??Maybe I "miss-look" the signs?? Before doing my thesis there are 3 offers" two from Mat Sc Lab and 1 from Astro Lab. Maybe I followed my heart too much and then I deviated away from my original path?

Now I wonder and doubt. Is this what I really want in my life? What I really want? What I really really want?

I'm still searching. Allah, give me light please. I need guidance.

To follow or not to follow your dreams?To follow or not to follow your heart?To abandon your dreams and choose another path?Back to reality? Or to make your dreams a reality?
People can change, ily. Time to wake up.This is reality. *sigh*

Tengo que volver a la realidad. La astronomía no .... la verdad?. (-_____-)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!wanna gooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but hari ISNIN kena hantar research paper!!!!!!
dayuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

Alhamdulillah Allah, dpt juga data..syukur padaMu..
Langit, bumi ini, semuanya hakMu,
permudahkanlah urusan kami, Ya Allah.

:) dpt data yeay! okay tp hari khamis mlm tu terpecahkn mercury punya calibration lamp..aduhhh naseb baek tak kena ganti...beribu-ribu jugak la harganya..tp prof rilek je hehe

k nti kalau sempat upload gmbr tp siket je sbb hp tak bwk charger~

\(^^)/

9:15pm, 9 Mac 2011:: KTM KL Sentral
8:00am, 10 Mac 2011:: KTM Arau
Travel by taxi and bus to Kuala Perlis Jetty
10:00 am:: Ferry-ed to Kuah, Langkawi
11:30 am:: Reach Langkawi
....now is waiting for abg hafiz who just WOKE UP

Journey of nearly 1o hrs to our 1st station will commence soon.
We'll meet soon, Langkawi (O_____________O)/

Assalamualaikum~
okay..straight to the point..erm aku ada citer tak pasal scholarship Tun Dr Mahathir utk ELS? apa tu ELS? aku ada cite tak? kalau ada, ada ar kalao takde maleh nk citer (^^)
well aku dpt scholar tu..tp aku maybe nk tolak.gatal tgn gi mintak pastu reject.
1st sbb: mmg scholarship tu tanggung aku dlm rm6000++ utk program tu, and ada 4 session. tp stp session aku kena byr RM200 utk material. so ada dlm rm800.
keduanya aku ditempatkan di subang kt taylor's college sana. giler la jauhhh
mkn duit transportation.
thirdly, jadual bertindih ngan klas, exam, etc. so aku pun wat conclusion yg aku akan akan amik exam IELTS shj tnpa preparation program maksudnya self-study yg kosnya rm570.oo
mmg giler mahal tp aku kena gak berkorban duit poket huuuhuu(-___________-)
erm tu lah dier. okay motivate diri ily, motivate. apa motivation kita::::New Zealand!
duit boleh dicari ily, tp selagi ada peluang teruskan!jgn putus asa!!

I will try, try and try! motivate diri wokey ily??!!! okey ini entry merapu mmg konfim tak paham
lalalalalal

Hello peeps~
Aiyoo tired liao...today was fun+tired
CITRA went well hihihi the instructor demonstrate how to use the make up, clothes, colors etc.hey we only pay RM5 for a seminar that costs hundreds!
Sgt berbaloi-baloi! I'll update the pics later ...very tired..
after CITRA went to Sg Wang...or Weng..which one? or STFU
bought a hat and a gift for 2 of my "special' friends..haha
You know, I always give gifts to strangers..even the stranger on yahoo msg..
Haha guess I'm too naive aite thinking the friendship would last and somehow I ended up regretting everything :|
well what is done is done and to you (stranger of yahoo msg),
I just want you to know that you once are my good buddy but too bad the friendship didn't last long.
But F YEAH
and one more thing, me and sof are going to Langkawi again to do observations.
this time by land, not plane bcoz we broke aaaaa
insyaAllah on wednesday (9.3.2011), at 915pm by KTM to Arau. Expected to arrive at 7++am.
Wish us Luck!
Okay peepsss~~
Assalamualaikum!

Well, it's 1:12 am and here I am sitting in front of lappy trying to scribble something.
I'm doing spanish while browsing the internet and I tell you, after answering one question, and then layan internet like 10 minutes! and it is not effective study at all. *sigh*

tomorrow *today* I need to attend CITRA..a seminar for Industrial training and it will starts at 8:00am... haha 8:00am??you've gotta be kidding mehhh?????!! we'll see, fellas.we'll see

then I'm planning to go to either timesquare or sungei wang to look for gifts. friends's bdayss are coming up and I'm thinking of buying the gifts early becoz...I'm not sure if I have any free time after this..but we'll see..and I am going alone...yesss fellaasss now, my friends in BZZZ mood *remember we need to pass up our research paper on 21st march??*

so....okay peeps..gotta sleep cuz tomorrow gonna get up early..and here are some pics I found on the net today!

Before

After
cuteeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won’t be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it’s only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wish for. Maybe you’ll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.

“

—	One Tree Hill via http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/

As I'm writing my thesis,
GOD,
I forgot all the obstacles, the pains, the "sweet" things
I've been through!
And I realized that,
I EFFING LOVE ASTRONOMY!!