today nora asked me the bomb question haha. She asked why I'm not with 'another' friend anymore *the previous one if you know what I mean~* Well I think she asked because I never told her anything seriously nothing.

And I told her that, we are hurting each other more if we are friends again. I don't know if I can say that "we decided to keep it this way" because if nora ask her, I bet she will tell that i am the one that tak nak berkawan semula. I bet she will say that. Trust me. I've been through this with her a lot.

This incident agak memberi impact. After that argument,seriusly dah tak nak rapat dgn sape2. Even kawan sahaja semua seniors or juniors or whoever, me treat them equally fine. I dont mind if seniors or people around me say that me tak pandai bergaul, kera sumbang or whatever. Right now I dont really mind. I dont want to be hurt anymore.

I wish i can be like farah, she told me right now she don't give a heck about friends anymore. I am strengthening myself. Yeah, I have only few friends, i dont have a lot like you. But i am happy the way i am. :D

Sincerely yours.