I realized lately I don't write a lot. Yeah I am too lazy and nothing interesting ongoing. I blogwalking, I enjoy reading other people blogs. They have been true to themselves. Expressing their emotional feeling. Sometimes, when I read the posts, I can actually feel what the writer's feeling. Emotions are funny things. Perhaps, if we can somehow connect our feelings to others, the world would be in chaos.

It's hard for me to write whatever I want on MY BLOG. 'Freedom of writing' does not apply on me. Expressing emotions are limited. Long ago, some "people" would stalk my blog and when they Think that the posts are related to them, they will msg me, sms me telling me all sorts of things including all the insults.

After some time, I step back. These kind of people would always watch what you are writing and I dont want to create another mess. Enough is enough. So that's why most of my posts are pictures without the words. There are lots of drafts here in my blog where I couldn't post.

But I kept my old blog. I like to read back my posts where I wrote long posts and my expressions are genuine, I think so. But it's kinda sad also when I re-read post about my friend's wedding few years back how I was so happy for her but she got divorced. This is kinda sad.

But I want to write.Writings where I will not hurt others. I've sin enough. I know I'm going to hell anyway, but let's not make more.

so see ya hopefully I will be more semangat to write!