If I knew things would turn out like this, I would keep myself anonymously...

Pretty sad, huh ily? you suck big time

okeyh~pics plssss

1st paper-ATMOSPHERIC PHYSICS

My seat number


the views from ma seat~




swimming with aisya~




2nd paper~




COMOT rescue mission~
I found this kitten lying in the hot sun..dying..
I took it home and went to the vet



A typical scared cats will always curl up at the corner of the box..
no meow..nothing
I have to force comot to eat.

vet said that his right eye gonna be blind...and she measured the weight.600 gram.
can you imagine that??600 gram??

but mom have asthma..so can't keep him.then took him to PAWS..don't wanna bring it to SPCA..someone told me that PAWS is better, never put the animal to sleep like SPCA especially the sick animals..

I looked at my friend's profile on FB..they are studying overseas..
They wore heels..and they looked stunning..

There always people who likes to "advice" me to wear heels by saying that "you have to prepare to be a woman someday, attending functions etc".

I look at me.
....
I prefer sneakers.
I'll show them that I'll lead happy life with sneakers.
For now.
Maybe I will change..
who knows?
so for now just STFU.

night earth-lings~~tomorrow's gonna work (-_-)

Well, exam is overrrr~!yeay!

I'll update later with pics ok~
right now I am sooo tired,,after a long break from work, it seems like ..how the hell did I endure this before??hahha

So, good night~

I know somewhere somehow my mom has a facebook.
She accidently friend-request me and I approved it.
When I got home I asked her, why adding me *because she don't want
people know that I am her child* ?
She said, she never ever add me, and she's using other nickname and rarely
on her FB.
I don't know why maybe because dad was with us at that time
But she didn't admit that she added me.
Fine, very well.
So, I delete her.
Just now I see 'her' page again, I know some of her friends.
Clearly, there are some I met before.
Her profile pics were cartoons from naruto and some I don't recognize.
But you never can fool me mom.
I know you had a FB but you didn't tell dad.
You can never fool me mom.

I AM YOUR DAUGHTERRRRRRRR

"thank you very much, Dr"

I found a stray cat yesterday,I took her home and feed her.She is sick but I don't have much money to bring her to the vet. Alas, I draw the last amount of money I had in my bank hopefully it would be enough. Just now I took her to the vet, I told the Dr I don't have much money for expensive procedure..just a regular one and she said she understood it very well.I don't know what that supposed to mean.when I got my bill, she wrote "15% off for teaching allowence
".Omg..she made my day..

"thank you very much, Dr"

Shoutawards 2010...haishhh

as I'm writing this entry, I AM still not satisfied with what happened last night.
To tell you the truth, last night was supposed to be my first-awesome-award-event but it turned out the other way :(

Before the event, the atmosphere was hype~ the people were cool, and I thought..Ok this will be quite amazing.

I met Olie. my ex-classmate at Matriculation.


he hasn't change a thing. I haven't meet him for about 4 years, and all of the questions he could ask me, of all of the questionssss, he asked "kenapa kau sosial sgt??" and I was like..look who's talking right now?? haha but nevermind~

then did magrib prayer.the event started at 830pm so, me and fana did isya' 1st.


this is my view from 3rd level. quite ok..

but....
but.....
as the event started, the horror began..
the sound system was a disaster. I can't even hear a thing! the music was tooo effing loud.

I can't hear what the effing the presenters said.
I can't hear what the effing the singers were singing.

and me and my friends were like.."who won??", "what's he saying??", "what the heck??", "why are they laughing??", why why why

it's kinda funny anyway because we were like "yeaaaa"when other "yeaaaa" hahah

the good thing is the tickets were free.
If this is a concert, and I paid RM200 for the ticket but the sound system was effing rubbish, I will effing effing rip my tickets, tell the event coordinator what the heck is this and leave! seriously.i rather watch on tv while eating snacks!

talking bout snacks, we were not allowed to bring any drinks or food. first I thought it was some kind of security something but it turns out that they are selling the food in the stadium! and one mineral water costs you RM2! one twisties costs you RM3!

I mean come one la..you shouldn't rip our money in this way.It's pretty lame. First, you don't allow us to bring any food so that you can sell your food to us at cut-throat price?

but the wonderfulll sides are..the dancers are pretty good~the celebs are fabulous.
the main idea for this event is to appreciate the local scene especially the less unknown artist to expose themselves. it's a great effort.
deja voodoo spells was superb. *wink wink*
miss nina is cooolll.
hujan, reshmonu, najwa, yuna were fab.~

[malique, where are youuuu???]

saw Joe Flizzow btw *giggles*

anyway, so long world~need to study~~~
this event should have been coordinated better.

I don't quite remember what happens when my sleep is interrupted and my mind is in half subconscious, ..even if you phoned me, I would not quite remember what you've said when I woke up..even if you ask me something when I'm asleep, I don't remember..

but....



this early [very early] morning as I was sleeping peacefully..suddenly I heard this loud noise and it was effing effing loud that I became scared..with my half subconscious mind, I think..I think..I think I hold Lynda's hand and slept beside her...and I think..I think she said something like.."takpe takpe..tak payah takut"...I think..

I hope that doesn't happened because..I am.. I am..really really shame right now..

God, please...the thing that I hold her hands is not real right..it was my dream..right?

GRRRRRRR why the heck, why the heck, why the heck everybody gone home already???

why the heck, why the heck they already finish their examsss while I haven't started yet???

WHY THE HECK UM??? WHYYYYYYYY you always put physics papers on the lassttt daysssss-

WHYYYYYYYYYYY???????????

Planet Radio Talk 2010!An experience I'll neva forget~

well the registration started at 9am and we arrived early. registered, got merchandise goodie bag *wink wink*.met lot of COOOOL people and met top CEOs of broadcasting industry.

The first talk was super fun :) the panels are Phat fabes, Ean and Jeremy with Mr.Malik as the operator. So many questions in our mind yet the time were limited. But after the discussion, Phat Fabes said, to succeed in the field you're gonna take,
[1] you got to have love and passion for it. MUST!
[2] you got to aim to be no 1
[3] and thirdly, walk on the line but never eva cross it. meaning, you have to walk through the changes and all that stuff but never cross the boundary that is prohibited to you~

I love the 1st one :P

well, in the first talk, we got to know what exactly their job scopes are, their life before they became radio announcers etc. and surprisingly, Phat Fabes has a degree in Law, Ean has a degree in engineering if I'm not mistaken, and Jeremy is Psychology Graduates!

so, they were all like, no matter what are you studying now, if you have passion in radio industry, just go for it and somehow things will work out for you!

hohooo then we had our second presenter...I dont remember his name and he talked about the guidelines in radio industry. what you can do, what you cant do, what is the line, the impact of radios on our community and many more. his talk was interesting because, he touched about laws, sensitivity among the listeners and told us a little bit about what happens if a dj or news presenter crosses the line and touch the sensitive issues. surely, gives us more information on what actually things that we should avoid/talk because the main objective is to deliver information and at the same time entertain the listeners.

second talk, the panels are from the sales department, dj skeletor and simon from engineering department. the sales department seems interesting though.
I mean, I like something that involves brainstorming, branding a product and actually sells it. lots of field work and get to meet many people.damn I like that.event coordinator, hows that sound huh??

and the 4th presenter is miss sue from...advertising I think. the slides are great but she actually not presenting and basically reading..so it's kinda of boring..
nevertheless, the input was good and I had the chance to talked to her~:)

here are some pics and I actually get the chance to be the dj baby!

seelan paul~

trying to be a dj~

with Ahmad Izham Omar..I got the chance to talk to him~


dayummmmm, taylor's college wass beautifullll and awesomeee!can you believe that they actually have starbucks, old town white coffee, subway, bread story, foodcourts and more cafe in one building???????that wasss awesommeee!and the lake wasss spectacularrrrrrrrrr!


fatin and farah~

last picture at Taylor's Lakeside Campus~
I want to elaborate more but I'm dead meat....
so that's all, folks~met ya up soon~

Hello hello earth-walkers~~

last night, I decided to go to Malacca to find a person because I owed her something..
Pack my bagpack, RM30 in my purse, half remain battery of my mp3, a bottle of mineral water and I'm done.
I like to travel, but traveling alone was kinda scary at the 1st place.
I think about it many times weather to go or not to, but I need to be positive :)
..
I arrrived at Melaka around 1030am and took TOwn Bus to banda Hilir near my school..
I walked around and asked people if they know her *she used to have a stall nearby* and the result was hopeless..
but there is one uncle told me that she already moved to melaka raya...but he didnt know the exact location..
I was disappointed but I thanked the kind uncle because he helped me a lot..
I was sooo disappointed that I nearly cry..
She was the reason why I travel all the way from KL to mlk..
But maybe it was not my time yet..after I talked with Haifa, she said, maybe I'll meet her someday and I should seek forgiveness from Allah for every little wrong doings that I made to her.Allah knows the best and everything happens for a reason.I've tried but I think I didn't put enough effort.
I should see her when I was 1st year.instead I slacked off and totally forgot about her...but I feel calm after the conversation with Haifa..

haifa really knows how to support her friends..i love you bunch haifa~

so, I walked around my old skool and here are some pics:

SMK Infant Jesus Convent *I miss you*

the christ is still there





there my old class~

My primay school is just opposite of my secondary school..but the guard said, no photographers allowed during class so I just snap some pic..


the chapel where I used to have my sports activities in there~

one of the statues..
so many things I wanna explore but yet, so little time..
alright, I'm signing off..
tomorrow I need to go to Taylor's college..
so long, world :)

p/s: I met my teachers and I totally forgot their names.and I called every one of them "teacher!teacher!" haha covering my ass up. but I remembered my chancellor and after some short talk about what I am doing now, she said "Alhamdulillah, syukur" *wink wink* it made my day~yes I was hopeless during my schooling days XD
and I accidently asked a person whom I thought would be the canteen worker, it turns out the he is the MUET examiner!ZZZZZZZZZZZZZOMGGGGG!*FACEPALM*

Kaisara and fadzil hanafi,
thx for being my follower!! woohoo~

I pet the dogs, baby!

HOHOoooo well today I went to spca for the second time and, I pet the dogs!!
okey let me get you the story 1st~ I stayed in Melaka when I was months old till I was form 3.my family then moved to KL but I still studying in Melaka and took my SPM there. I stayed in Portuguese Settlement near Banda Hilir and to be frankly, there are lots of dogs in neighborhood. Either the strays and the guardian dog, either the big or the small ones I am okay with that.
but there is one time when I was little and cycling happily with my tri-cycle, suddenly a dog came and chased me from behind~I Screammmmmmm and cycled very very fast that I felt like I'm gonna die!
but luckily, there was one brave man chased the dog away from me and I didn't have the chance to thank him because I was cycling straight to my home without turning back :P
I cried and cried and cried and that moment was the point where I am really really afraid of dogs~

so today, after cleaning up the cat's cage, I decided to overcome my fear :)
there was a saying: "to overcome what you feared the most, you must encounter it face to face"

so, I was trying to enter the dog section but stopped when there was a black dog barking at me and I was making funny sounds haha *scared la oiii*so once again, luckily there was one chinese guy guided me to enter and the dogs start smelling me~~huhu maybe a new member they think *giggles*

the chinese guy *working there I think* said that, they don't bite, only afraid of strangers. so, I helped to feed the dogs. the foods smelled "unpleasent" I would say but I don't care much.

as I carrying the bowls of foods, the dogs keeps following me, smelling me all around haha as I enter one by one the bowls to each cage, there is one brown dog keeps following me~so I pet him :))

there are some cages where we are not allowed to go near because the dogs will bite~ouch and just then one of the workers get bitten by a BIG DOG "they used to call that name" and they decided to put the dog into sleep..forever...you got what I mean aite?

it's kinda sad to hear that, but they have no choice because, the BIG DOG is rough, and no one wants that kind of dog..

so, I smelled like dog shit inside there but heyyy I overcome my fear!! THere's nothing better than that! to tell you, there are lot easier to take care of cats rather that dogs..haha I'm so tired right now..


and 'samak' was tough..I called sofwah in the bathroom asking how to 'samak' using the taharah soap..it's a special clay soap so I don't need to dig out soils XD but after this I hope it would be much easier...

I end up m entry with a story taken from this blog:http://kucing2terbiar.blogspot.com/

"Seorang Ulama dalam perjalanan ke Masjid. Alim ini melalui sebatang jalan berair. Tiba-tiba seekor Anjing muncul disebelahnya.

Spontan Alim ini mengangkat jubahnya kerana risau akan tersentuh Si Anjing.

Dengan kuasa Allah Anjing berkata2, " Wahai manusia, Najis dibadan ku boleh disucikan seandainya menyentuh jubahmu. Akan tetapi mampukah engkau menyucikan hati mu yang sombong kerana memandang hina Anjing sepertiku".

Kerana terkejut dan sedar akan kesilapannya si Alim menangis teresak2 lalu segera bertaubat."

p/s: malay muslims, think again about your perspectives..
haifa, congrats for your success of finding my blog~
and patrick have been a good company when I'm stress :P

Dear blogger.com,

Today I only revised atmospheric a little and most of the time I was streaming videos of project Runway Project at the library because the internet line here is super duper powerful. XD

dear blogger.com,
Today I had lunch with Nora and we ride her bf's motorcycle and it was super duper fun!
I lovveeeee riding motorcycle but I suck at manual bike. I lovee scooter~

dear blogger.com,
I want this book so bad:

I fall in love with this book after I read this one paragraph on the reviews;


But blogger, I am effing effing BROKE right now :'(

But I borrowed this book from the library today to heal my heart ;)


I hope I can finish it up~but I dont know how long it will takes.

and you know what blogger, yesterday I found this:


I dont know what I should be feeling right now. there's a saying that 'Time heals all wounds'.that's how it was with me and i think I should take the next step ;)
and I hate to talk to you blogger like you are some kind of human thing but everybody is busy preparing their examinations and they are isolating themselves :(

I miss my friends that i dreamt about them.

Blogger, I hate you. because you are super duper silence when i'm talking to you.
at least Music sounds.

i miss my beastie. but she's in India..she went without telling me anything. oh blogger, i feel really really sad. our last conversation wasn't good either. I was emo and we had an argument. but blogger, she doesn't need to SMs me every 5 minutes.she doesnt have to call me every night.she doesnt have to remember my birthday..because all I need is a simple "Hello"...once a month maybe?..

In the middle of grave coldness...

2 cups of mocha coffee...

and a pack of 'biskot mayat'...

is all i need...
to endure this lifeless night..



this is my condition while revising elecromagnetism :P
Okay ily, GAMBATTE!!!



damnnnn~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Short Conversation with Kaisara

Azfarul Ahmat: [video]

try tgk
*coughing*
Bloody Tiramisu: k but should i go?
Azfarul Ahmat: tgk dulu!
Bloody Tiramisu: k tgh load

Bloody Tiramisu: the more you look yourself, the easier you got to love another person...
Bloody Tiramisu: oh my...
Bloody Tiramisu: what wuz i thinking all this time..
Bloody Tiramisu: this is really an eye opener

Azfarul Ahmat: i noe rite???
Azfarul Ahmat: he's a big G btw
Bloody Tiramisu: omg..
Bloody Tiramisu: i'm such an idiot
Azfarul Ahmat: bgs kan vid nih
Azfarul Ahmat: ?
Azfarul Ahmat: ask urself, u need to go there?
Bloody Tiramisu: jp tgh load lg siket

Bloody Tiramisu: i think i dont need to go there..
Bloody Tiramisu: i owe myself a lot
Bloody Tiramisu: dont u think so?
Azfarul Ahmat: u go girl!

Bloody Tiramisu: k can i smoke?
Bloody Tiramisu: i really want to try one
Bloody Tiramisu: hehe
Bloody Tiramisu: kenot ark?

Azfarul Ahmat: babi!
Azfarul Ahmat: no!
Azfarul Ahmat: nnti addicted
Azfarul Ahmat: serius!
Bloody Tiramisu: k fine.

Bloody Tiramisu: erm
Bloody Tiramisu: i dont clubbing..
Bloody Tiramisu: hehe
Bloody Tiramisu: hrmm i believe u
Bloody Tiramisu: this will be the right thing
Azfarul Ahmat is typing...
Azfarul Ahmat: gimme 5!
Bloody Tiramisu: hehe k
Bloody Tiramisu: high 5!

today, I decided to go for a treatment..thinking wanna go to private clinic but I'm sure the charge is hell expensive..so I went to Klinik Kesihatan Pelajar at 12th college..

Ride Rapid KL T632 bus and hell it was jam though..

reached main bustop and waited for Jalan 2 um bus about..20-25 minutes..man, I hate um bus.they sucks..like ALOT.there are many buses you know, but the drivers always put up the "BREAK" sign.

I got into the bus and I was the only passanger and guess who I met?


PAK CIK KELANTANESE DRIVER! I don't like him though. There is one day when he drove the bus really really effing fast and I got really scared. when I want to get down, I told him "Pakcik, pakcik bawak laju sangat". And you know what he did? apart from taking it positively, he started scolding me in his kelantanese dialect so loud that when I walk away, I still can hear his shouting at me. but i walked away in satisfaction coz I said what I want plus in a proper manner. I dont yell at him maybe he felt inferior that he acted like that. you see, this is not the 1st time i face this kind of situation with kelantanese. some of you might say that I am bias, but hell yeah.

finally, i reached my destination :)


met the doc and she said, maybe i was infected with typical virus that attack my breathing (flu), and throat.my temperature was 37.2 degree and it's no that high.
sooo, the medicines are-----:

for sore throat..

panadol...

this is the important one..FLu

diarrhea *i dont remember the spelling arghh too many 'r'*

and lastly, for cough..

I cant sleep well last night..I cant breath properly...Allah only takes my health in one day, and look, I am weak..but takpe2, people said, illness menghapuskan dosa2 kecil.i should be grateful~

I dont know but I'm getting ill..flu, stomachache, and I throw out twice today but nothing came out only..shoot i shouldnt elaborate that..I dont know..maybe when I ate with abah but i sms abah and he said he's doing fine..
the foods we ate were made by kelantanese maybe too spicy..
my stomach cannot handle spicy foods..
but what I really worry if I get into fever..my fever is very different from other people. my body temperature will rise at night and in the morning. during the day, it's normal..i dont know why but I already consulted a doctor, and she said there are some cases where this type of fever really happen. I guess I'm not the only one.

[-,-] i hope i;m okay..i want to visit spca this thursday..i dont want to cancel it..
*praying*

Hello readers~

so right now i'm at the living room and it's cold. damn cold.the air is freezing outside and here is me, wearing the sweater dreaming of the same situation overseas haha~!

so today, me and my housemate, Tiah went to Crystal Crown hotel at pj to attend a survey event. nothing much though.we were ask to listen to 750 songs and in the mean time we need to choose our interest on each song.

lucky me, most of the songs are my favorite so it's not boring much like other people :P


Tiah~

we got back around 2pm++ and tiah was so tired that she dozed off after we had our lunch~

but me,,, i have mission to do! tomorrow's gonna be Farah's bday and I need to prepare her present! but i cant tell ya what it is~ but here are some pics of the present!





the upper part where I made the flower myself~~(^^)/
hopefully I can meet farah on monday~*praying*

And..the next thing is..2 or 3 days ago, I registered to be a volunteer at SPCA selangor and today, I received their feedback:

"Hi ily,

If you would like to Volunteer at our Shelter, Volunteer work starts at 9am to 4pm everyday, you may stay as long as you wish as it is up to you how many hours you would like to spend with the animals; either weekday or weekend is absolutely fine. Please do notify us of your visit a few days earlier before you plan to come so we can arrange for a senior staff to guide you if this is your first time Volunteering with us.

.....

and then...

There are many volunteer duties - many are based in the shelter inside the animal homes. These include the morning sessions of kennel cleaning, kennel guides (assisting the public when choosing an animal), socializing (getting to know the animals' personalities and getting them used to human contact) and general housekeeping duties.

Do come in comfortable clothes and rubber sole shoes as floors can get slippery after a good wash. You may bring a spare set of clean clothes to change. Face mask and gloves are optional.

......"

I've been wanting to be SPCA volunteer since my first year but since I stayed in college, Ive been busy with the college activities, sports etc that i couldnt have my own time and do what i want.

But this year, I'm so grateful that I stay outside college~haha
I have my own wishlist of things that I wanna do before I die and I'm still trying to fulfill each one of it.

(^^)Well I'm really glad they responded my email~I thought the website is dead. so now, i need to choose my day and probably going alone because I dont think any of my friends would want to go there during this exam month.

it's not that I already finish my revision but I just need to hug a big fat cat right now~~

owhh before I forget, here are some pics on my last day at astronomy lab~not last day actually because we will be called if our supervisors want to do observation but..... hell! goodbye lab for now!


~sofwah~

~fatin~

nad


and LIM!! nice guy~he recently claimed that he is bisexual...that ...is...interesting!

okey okey signing off and about tomorrow...dont know yet if I want to go to sg wang..
I'll update later~
p/s; this is the longest post I think~ :3