I don't quite remember what happens when my sleep is interrupted and my mind is in half subconscious, ..even if you phoned me, I would not quite remember what you've said when I woke up..even if you ask me something when I'm asleep, I don't remember..

but....



this early [very early] morning as I was sleeping peacefully..suddenly I heard this loud noise and it was effing effing loud that I became scared..with my half subconscious mind, I think..I think..I think I hold Lynda's hand and slept beside her...and I think..I think she said something like.."takpe takpe..tak payah takut"...I think..

I hope that doesn't happened because..I am.. I am..really really shame right now..

God, please...the thing that I hold her hands is not real right..it was my dream..right?