Dear Mom,

Happy Mother's Day..I love you so so so so much. I'm sorry I can't go back home this week..Exams are on Mon, Tue and Wed..I know you would understand :)

Mom, I remembered when I got matriculation offer and I need to choose weather Physics or biology and you want me to do biology but...I chosed Physics. Sorry mom...I know you want one of your children in medic field and since Along and abangah already in engineering, the hope was on me and...I'm sorry that I deviated away from your choice. Sorry Mom but I can't stand biology mom. I can't memorize the text books haha

and remember when I called you telling that I scored 0% (ZERO!) in my 1st physics test in matriculation? haha sorry for that too haha

thank you mom for letting me to choose what I want when applying courses in univ. You always been a good supporter. I remember when you asked me, why I wanna take physics. And I said, I wanna be an astronomer~You laughed and at the same time said, it's your life, do what you like the most. And you asked me weather I can get a job out of it, and I said, I don't know yet. Astronomy in Malaysia is not so 'hebat' and insyaAllah rezeki masing2 sambil me ketawa kelat. but I want you to know mom, I'll work hard to support you even if I have to do 2 or 3 jobs, I'll take care of you, insyaAllah.

Sorry mom if I have a big mouth or in another word, bitch mouth. Sorry cuz I didn't realized that whatever actions you took, they are for my sake. Sorry for not looking at your point of view.

I'm still blur about my future, mom. But insyaAllah, I'll work it out. Oh, I printed out my thesis-hard cover especially just for you, to let you know: Mom! I've been waiting my whole life to do astronomy and walla!! thank you for the constant support!