Hari ini belajar semiquaver. is this right? i dont remember actually. next week training kt studio merah ampang maybe. hrm..how to say..I told cikgu sha i'm still beginner, i think it's too early for me to go jamming and the other three students are advanced. i scared i cant catch up with them.what to do ler?

Walk the talk.

If you can't, you better keep silence.

RM 2 looks very big when giving to the poor or a beggar,
but giving it to a waiter in the hotel seems small.

3 mins for praying becomes very difficult,
but it's easy to watch a movie for 3 hrs.

After working the whole day and going to gym, it's not an issue,
but for serving or helping our parents, we get tired.

We wait the whole year for valentines day,
but many of us dont know when is mother's day...
:'[
owh

Dayum. gaji tak masuk lagi..aiyooo y u no masuk??? mcm lots of things to buy la this coming feb.

1. bday abah

2. bday naq

3. bday ika (ini optional punya aaaaa)

4. bday nora

5. potong rambutt

6. glove softball??

7. bag drumstick

8.yuran kelasss

and most importantly! biskut gulunggg~~!!aaaaaa tak leh hidup tanpa biskut gulung!

and kenapa mcm teringin nk main starcraft balik nieh?? okey will find it

i want to add another one resolution this year. i want to play softball again. i really really miss softball. Dear Allah, give me chance to play softball again. despite the injury on my knees, give me the chance to play again. :'[

i miss the sunburn of training, the joy of good catching and throwing, the tears of losing, the sweat of trying, the teamwork, the satisfaction of each good match. I miss them all. I really really want to play again. So sorry coach, i have to quit lots of matches due to my injury.

Softball taught me lots of things. And most important thing is to build your self-esteem. I admit that at the beginning when joining softball, i never expect to go deep into this sport. I'm just planning sukmum, the tournament between the residential college. but I met abang syah, my coach. He really taught me lots and lots of things. Yes, he laughed at me, he scolded me, he made me cried many times, made me jog like hell, made my throw like hell, made me catch like hell but at the end, he certainly builds me.

he knows what he's doing and he never fails. he builds self-confidence in me. builds my courage. builds all the important things and I 'm so grateful I joined him. I let him down many times especially when I quit from lots of matches due to my injuries. And right now, I am very proud to say that I trained under him.

coach, i respect u so effing much.

Who am I to say

Who Am I To Say lyrics Love of my life, my soulmate You're my best friend Part of me like breathing Now half of me is left Don't know anything at all Who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all And who am I to say you need me Color me blue I'm lost in you Don't know why I'm still waiting Many moons have come and gone Don't know why I'm still searching Don't know anything at all And who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all And who am I to say you need me Hmmm hmmm mmm Uhhh oohhh aahhh Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh Now you're a song I love to sing Never thought it feels so free Now I know what's meant to be And that's okay with me But who am I to say you love me And who am I to say you need me And who am I to say you love me Mmmm hmmm I don't know anything at all And who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all And who am I to say you need me I don't know anything at all I don't know anything at all I don't know anything at all I don't know anything at all

Blogger and Me

I am a blogger. I have countless blogs before. yeah bertukar-tukar for certain reasons. I still keep my old blog and bila baca balik sgt2 kelakar and memorable. Cara penulisan mmg totally berubah and sometimes ia mcm timeline hidup. I wonder what happens to my blog after i die...

In the blogger world, ada 2 orang blogger yg that I really really keep in touch. They are kaisara and atok. Dont remember when it starts but these are two people that actually turn from internet friends to friends *imaginary to real hahahahha*

This is kaisara. Tah kenapa panggil dier kaisara pn tak tahu haha

Our latest meeting during christmas 2011. We watched movie together and trust me, dia adalah seorang yang sangat baik hati. sangat baik peribadinya. Carut-mencarut sesama adalah perkara biasa tetapi dia sangat menghormati orang yang lebih tua *tua= me aa dammit* Sangat jujur dan sangat senang perwatakannya + kuat makan haha kalau bab makan dia mmg terer. Now dia kat machang, kelantan doing diploma. Hopefully dia dapat sambung degree in mass communication. Hopefully you achieve what you dreams all your life. I will support you as much as I can.

And this is atok.

Dia skang kt Germany doing...tak ingat. dah lama dia kt sana tak tau bila dia balik. Sgt baik juga. Dulu selalu YM citer prob suma but lately sejak zaman thesis dah jarang kontek yes thesis adalah faktor terenggangnya hubungan sesama manusia. Sangat berterus-terang dan akan bagi pendapat yg sangat cut-heart tp itulah the truth. Sama jugak, carut-mencarut adalah perkara biasa. Belum penah jmpa lagi sbb dulu plan nk jmpa dia blk sekejap sgt. So tak tau lagi bila ada rezeki nk jmpa.

Why story about them? Malam ini rasa touching sgt. Lots of things going on in my mind. Admit it, at this age, you just want to be happy because you start appreciate things around you. Admit it, sometimes we do have friends that only call us if they need help. We do have friends that call us for their own benefit and so on and so on.

Well I, I admit that I let go some people in my life. I know people keep telling me "in islam you should not cut your relationship and so on and so on"..but I rather be alone than be with the wrong person. So what I'm trying to say is, if you happen to come across my junction which you have to let someone go, you just need to see the bigger picture.

People say, sometimes the friend you meet for couple of years is closer that the friend you meet for like 10-12 years. yes, for some reason it's true. but it depends. time is not the measurement of your friendship. we all will have new BFF, new memories, new faces to meet, but remember, as we travel along our chapters of life, people will come and go. and the old faces we met in primary or highschool? they are the faces that go the first because they are the earliest. but doesn't mean that the new faces will be able to replace our old friends in our hearts.

and then we met with the wrong people. People say take it as your experience in life. yes, experience but some people just fall into the same thing over and over again, like me. The reason this happened is not because I did not take any lesson from the past. I dont know why. But each time shit happens, you'll notice you are stronger than before. so, whatever shit happens in a relationship, i think the bigger picture is to be able to face the pros and cons and at the same time to be able to handle the consequences of your actions.

Listen, One door closes, many other doors will open or already open. at this time, I want to appreciate people that close to my heart.

old goals, new spirit

tgk tgk guitar lesson

so today went to NCA at UniKL for music class. I'm taking drums and will take the second package which i need to attend 12 weeks classes, attendance must be more than 80% and have performance test to get the certificate. the instructors are all nice people :D

But today I am the only one whose taking drums lesson and..huuuu they make me practise in the middle of the way maluuuuuuu but this is gud to overcome my low self-esteem.

So today I learned 'quarter' and 'quaver' *hope the spelling is correct* and from this weekend 10am-2pm on each saturday, i want to put solely on music class. i want to complete my goal.

my goal last year first is to learn one foreign language, so i learned spanish last year. so for this year i want to learn one instrument. so drums it be.

so need to synchronize the hi hat and the pedal first *kaki kenapa tak nk ikut tgn serentakkkk???*

so cya

my new year resolution....

erm......

First, be humble humble humble.
Second, learn drumming more more more.
Third, go swim more more more.
Fourth, to be continuedddddd

If you had a million dollars, what's the first thing you'd buy?

house near the beach. small house only :D

Ask me anything

Tomorrow going to UniKL for music class registration

Why suddenly feel sentimental today?

How are you? What are you doing right now? It's been a while.
How's your life? I heard you got your dream job. I'm totally happy for you :)
it's been 6 years is it? What's your favorite color?
What's your favorite music? Do you like tea?
What's your favorite band? What's you favorite movie?
Wait, i think you told me before, but I..I forgot.
But hey, I still keep our YM conversations. I'll look at it after some time.
But anyway, wish you all the best in life.

Feeling sentimental Aaliyah - Try Again

From Melaka with lots of love

SO how's new year everbody?? this new year is the best coz I spent it with my bestfriends~(^^)/ so yeah finally kitaorg dpt balik melaka! the first BFF trip! haha and what can you expect? otw to mlk mmg all the way start cursing the F word like hell and linisha like mad cursing drivers yg halang dier punya kete haha totally memorable!

Thank you auntie kasi saya overnight dgn linisha
Kat McD ayer keroh, reached safely


Nak gi MP dah lama tak gi MP and melaka mmg dah lain
kami jmpa Akma kt LFS cinema :D kawan skolah!
Naq on dtg akhirnyaa
I luv u my buddy!
Lepas main archery naq nk karok wokeyh 8 lagu pulak tuhhh
Naq knows what I like. Everytime balik melaka naq mesti bawak gi tgk laut.

then michiko join! aahh long time no see!

then ktaorang lepak kt Flavours @ Bulldog cafe. Michiko owns this cafe. And! see this!
Sape2 yg gi melaka must try this!! cendol heaven!!
@ Bulldog cafe


then bwk budak2 gi dataran pahlawan..damn dulu sini ada kereta lembu kot skng dah laen

then kitaorang gi chalanthe kt jonker. Favorite hang out place




Owh sweet memories..bye bye melaka, c ya next trip!