I am a blogger. I have countless blogs before. yeah bertukar-tukar for certain reasons. I still keep my old blog and bila baca balik sgt2 kelakar and memorable. Cara penulisan mmg totally berubah and sometimes ia mcm timeline hidup. I wonder what happens to my blog after i die...
In the blogger world, ada 2 orang blogger yg that I really really keep in touch. They are kaisara and atok. Dont remember when it starts but these are two people that actually turn from internet friends to friends *imaginary to real hahahahha*
This is kaisara. Tah kenapa panggil dier kaisara pn tak tahu haha
Our latest meeting during christmas 2011. We watched movie together and trust me, dia adalah seorang yang sangat baik hati. sangat baik peribadinya. Carut-mencarut sesama adalah perkara biasa tetapi dia sangat menghormati orang yang lebih tua *tua= me aa dammit* Sangat jujur dan sangat senang perwatakannya + kuat makan haha kalau bab makan dia mmg terer. Now dia kat machang, kelantan doing diploma. Hopefully dia dapat sambung degree in mass communication. Hopefully you achieve what you dreams all your life. I will support you as much as I can.
And this is atok.
Dia skang kt Germany doing...tak ingat. dah lama dia kt sana tak tau bila dia balik. Sgt baik juga. Dulu selalu YM citer prob suma but lately sejak zaman thesis dah jarang kontek yes thesis adalah faktor terenggangnya hubungan sesama manusia. Sangat berterus-terang dan akan bagi pendapat yg sangat cut-heart tp itulah the truth. Sama jugak, carut-mencarut adalah perkara biasa. Belum penah jmpa lagi sbb dulu plan nk jmpa dia blk sekejap sgt. So tak tau lagi bila ada rezeki nk jmpa.
Why story about them? Malam ini rasa touching sgt. Lots of things going on in my mind. Admit it, at this age, you just want to be happy because you start appreciate things around you. Admit it, sometimes we do have friends that only call us if they need help. We do have friends that call us for their own benefit and so on and so on.
Well I, I admit that I let go some people in my life. I know people keep telling me "in islam you should not cut your relationship and so on and so on"..but I rather be alone than be with the wrong person. So what I'm trying to say is, if you happen to come across my junction which you have to let someone go, you just need to see the bigger picture.
People say, sometimes the friend you meet for couple of years is closer that the friend you meet for like 10-12 years. yes, for some reason it's true. but it depends. time is not the measurement of your friendship. we all will have new BFF, new memories, new faces to meet, but remember, as we travel along our chapters of life, people will come and go. and the old faces we met in primary or highschool? they are the faces that go the first because they are the earliest. but doesn't mean that the new faces will be able to replace our old friends in our hearts.
and then we met with the wrong people. People say take it as your experience in life. yes, experience but some people just fall into the same thing over and over again, like me. The reason this happened is not because I did not take any lesson from the past. I dont know why. But each time shit happens, you'll notice you are stronger than before. so, whatever shit happens in a relationship, i think the bigger picture is to be able to face the pros and cons and at the same time to be able to handle the consequences of your actions.
Listen, One door closes, many other doors will open or already open. at this time, I want to appreciate people that close to my heart.
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