i want to add another one resolution this year. i want to play softball again. i really really miss softball. Dear Allah, give me chance to play softball again. despite the injury on my knees, give me the chance to play again. :'[

i miss the sunburn of training, the joy of good catching and throwing, the tears of losing, the sweat of trying, the teamwork, the satisfaction of each good match. I miss them all. I really really want to play again. So sorry coach, i have to quit lots of matches due to my injury.

Softball taught me lots of things. And most important thing is to build your self-esteem. I admit that at the beginning when joining softball, i never expect to go deep into this sport. I'm just planning sukmum, the tournament between the residential college. but I met abang syah, my coach. He really taught me lots and lots of things. Yes, he laughed at me, he scolded me, he made me cried many times, made me jog like hell, made my throw like hell, made me catch like hell but at the end, he certainly builds me.

he knows what he's doing and he never fails. he builds self-confidence in me. builds my courage. builds all the important things and I 'm so grateful I joined him. I let him down many times especially when I quit from lots of matches due to my injuries. And right now, I am very proud to say that I trained under him.

coach, i respect u so effing much.